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Friday, March 31, 2006 5:49 PM

So fucked up . Damn fucked up . Jamming session cancelled at the 11th hour & it made me damn angry . Dah brape bnyk kali cancel then postponed ! Aint blaming anyone . Dee cant make it coz her class was asked to stay bck . Go home alone . I alighted 4 bustops away frm my blk bustop . Listened to mp3 & smoked my heart out to cool down . Get home & my mom really spoil my mood fer the rest of the day . DAMN! She kept nagging . She dont like me making music . WTF! Doesnt she know that all my life MUSIC & ART are my passion ?! She noes it but she dont give a damn . Im goiin` to prove her wrong that this kind of stuff dont waste my time & dont affect my studies . Only god knows how disappointed & angry i am . Cant i have at least a break from all of this fucking stuff?! urgh~ Guess i really hap to put the anger aside . It aint helpin` me . DAMMIT !

Thursday, March 30, 2006 5:50 AM

Hey2! Didnt attend school 2dae .. I woke up late . Same goes to my bro . Sume bngon lmbt . Still can go school but will still be late & they will check my bag which contains illegal stuff + get an hour of detention that is a waste of time ! Im like a part-time student now .Not coming to sch most of the time .Yesterday didnt even go to my soccer . After sch went home .

Well i worked things out with Idris .. Hopefully fate is on our side this time . We werent in good & talking terms fer like 2 mths & tat tuesday night we worked things out quite well . I mean very well for us .. Happy about it .

Well i just keep it swit & short coz im goiin` to clean up my messy room & do some revision ..

*poof*

Wednesday, March 29, 2006 12:51 PM

Today is damn giler2 day 4 me especially with Emma darling & Fida syg outside school . Kiter 3 bdk mcm org giler ! Escape frm sch even before it ends . Only the ppl who r involved in the sports heat are to go home 1st but kiter 3 manusia setep manenye involve jekk in the heats . I & emma was actually catchiin` up with Yani .Earlier on the girls planned to celebrate Yani's bdae but den she went home without waiting for the rest .
At the bustop saw Fida . Klau da bertembong ngn die confom bustop to blh roboh . Kecoh 1 bustop. Emma punye tak tau malu gi mintak nyonya yg die tk knal $$$ bus! Memalukan jekk tpi nyonya tuu` tgk muker die kesian so kasi jekk..Bus bnyk kali lps tpi kiter mcm bdk bdh tk naik until 30 mins l8tr...Bdh namenye tuu` ..
Met up with the others Fa, Sha & Huda at Compass pt .. After that we go "blajar" undr the void deck .. We talk more den study .. Not a happening day today but at least decreased amt of stress in me ..*bluekz*

Tuesday, March 28, 2006 12:18 PM

Just wokeup . Da weather sooo nice! i lurp it! Macam tknk bngon tpi hap to. Need to do revison . I am so stressed up now dunnoe y .. Somthng is missing & i dunnoe wad it is.Oh well! Everyday is a stressful day i guess...

Today school was extremely boring! theres 3 fcuking` period of english . Listen to stories & Ms Seah promised to buy me this white watch if i do well 4 english. i loike the watch & she offered it only to me! wahaha! Shes the wildest tcher i ever came across . go clubbing all tat .. hopefully she kept her promise! Most of the time was free period coz tcher did nt come..
Assembly got class performance & Husaidi rox! hes so charmiing`..ahckz! Vote for em`.

Aft sch accompanied Faezah go hgng mall to return lib book .. then went home sleep all the way!Walaa~Here i am blogging & finishing ...

*poof*

Monday, March 27, 2006 8:03 AM

Not in a good mood today . Wokeup frm the wrong side of bed . My fuckiing` head hurts to the max . The stupid dream bout him is all i have been dreaming for the past few weeks . I just want him outta my dreams! Its been 6 mths exactly when we broke up! haix!

Today no plan of goiin` out . Will be at home whole day to do my revision . Yesterday whole day out . Got some activities at the zoo.YEAH! ZOO .. Mcm bdk2 tpi QUITE fun . After the whole thing i went to esplanade with my deary bestie fwen+sis to me , titi aka Zilah after not meeting her up for quite sumthyme..Bought 1 can of baron dn smoke machine outside esp . Damn stressed up! She was like "ape stim sak ko nak minom siang2 gini".haix! Just so stressed up n 1 can of stupid baron wont make me drunk or wad...Den the story telling bout our probs begin.. Shes the 1 who noes every single stuff bout my life .We shared da same bdae but shes 1 yr older & we click very2 well . Talk2 bout few hours den she hap to meet her mom at bugis ..
Went home alone & then balik my dad was damn angry . didnt tell xactly whr i went . To avoid arguemnts n nagging frm daddy i willingly followed my mom to the mosque! haha! siang2 buta da buat dosa abeh mlm ikot mak gi masjid dngr syarahan ..wahaha! Got home damn tired & my legs really showed da warning to condemn anytime .Too much walkiing` i guess ..

Niway changed da playlist abit . Guess tats it for today . I need to do my revison ..

*poof*

Saturday, March 25, 2006 12:22 PM

Wheee~!

Layout is done! up to u ppl whether wanna reliink` me or not coz i oready linkked` my blog now to prev 1 .Just enter thru dere n click on my blogspot!
Walaa~ ure in here!
I did this layout wen i did nt attend sch on wednesday .Whole day tinking wad to do .so i've decided to change ma layout . Some complained that they cant see any display on my prev blog & some dont like the layout .
Just gimme feedbacks ya!
Pleash tagg` in dear readers .

Thankiiez`=)

Thursday, March 23, 2006 3:41 PM

New Layout .

New URL .

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