Sunday, July 16, 2006
5:14 PM
My recent post : Wont be blogging for quite sometime . But i've changed my mind . I will update Every end of the week k ! Under loads of stress right now & pimples r popping up . Dammit !Exams are like in less than a mth . Ms Lee's voice is always in my head asking 4 5 passes . This line that is haunting me " Zakiah plz, gimme 5 passes . At least 5 passes . Im begging you . 5 passes ." Erm that is like 1-2-3-4, 4 lines to be exact ! Haix!~I dont know whether i can manage it . So much pressure for me . [Ms Lee is my form tcher . The syg2 tcher in my sch .]Been busy this few weeks with tuition, grp studies frm out n in sch peeps . Late night studies from 12 -4 am which helps me alot . I mean alot ! Its the time when my brain is totally alert. Weird but true . Insomnia ..... =PThose late night studies only happened on weekend nights . Abit of changes here and there :-- No town-ing ,
- No chilling out with friends unless for study purpose
- No smoking & drinking 4 me [sound silly but this help me in concentrating better & i dont fall sick often . kwang3~ lols . Mepekings tol ! shudnt be in the list .]
- Hp are to remain silent at all times excepts on weekends to avoid distraction.[You will hear "The Singtel mobile customer you've reached is kindly unavailable.Please, try again later".]
- No comps every weekdays unless theres something important .
- No skipping of school . [Very important for this term .]
I dont call this rules coz rules are meant to be broken ??? Wtf with me ! Just to discipline myself . Mcm understand gitu aku !
*My god ! So much 4 getting good grades eyy , Zakiah??? Becoming a studyholic . lols . Mcm paham jekk` aku nie!*
Maybe ppl look at me and say " Eh, bdk nie blajar jek . Tak tau nak rest otak g njoy2 dulu2? bongok btol!"Just like a friend told me when i told her bout my this.hehex. Aku taulah rest time bler blajar pon bler . Play hard & study hard . Will find ways to relex myself lah !haiya-ya-ya-yai !Ms Lee told me that i really2 need to work hard to acheive that 5 passes . She said i do have the brains but just plain lazy and i guess thats y im left behind . But im not saying that im smart k . I dont think i am.I dont want to repeat nimore . Its very disappointing when u see ur friends get to do the o's this year but me... Im stuck in sec 3 . But there are friends who really giving me support & motivation especially My Dear Faezah .Oh well . Till then ...I need to do my coursework now . Dont want to continue long2 grandmama story . Nanti org ckp aku bbual peace plakk` .*poof*
